Farewell.

Left - Me. Right - Amanda

We said it was forever - said we'd never part,
I knew it was a line, but I still gave you my heart.

Said you would stay, promised you could,
You chose to walk away, I knew you would.
You’re not there anymore, my dearest friends,
I hate to say this, but it is our end.
By day you’re one person, by night another,
Neither of them have anything to do with each other.
I sit here and cry for you - not for me,
What you've become, I wish you could see.
In your life you make friends that you're sure are true,
Nothing else matters, except what's between them and you.
You don't know if anyone has ever before felt this way,
For them you took breaths, you wanted to be alive everyday.
It hurts to loose a friend, it gives you the saddest frown,
And when a second one bails, it's like getting kicked while
you're down.
And it hurts to be accused of something you didn't do,
You guys should know better than anyone, that I would never even think to.
You planted a knife in my back,
You were my life, but now, my memories of you are completely black.
I am afraid to love another, but I know I shouldn't be,
Because the people in my life, are perfect for me.
There is this game I play,
Where I close my eyes and fade away.
I can't believe it's true,
but in this place, I can't even remember that I loved you.
You can't fix something that's already done.

Farewell Mandha. </3

Monochrome.

The fluttering snow are pieces of stars, stretch your hands to the heavens,

you can feel all the wishes being made right?

Everything is all now in Monochrome.

The white breath I gently breathed out were the words I wanted to convey.

The warmer it was, I'm sure the more the sky brightened.

My wings soaked in sadness take me to a pure white purity,

a tender courage for the future given to me.

My heart beats waits for the dawn of a new world,

taking the light with me on a journey, a new tomorrow begins for me.

A strong will starts to wane and reflecting myself,

I can advance without losing my way,

in my smiling eyes I have a radiant compass.

I melt my frozen memories and along with the love I've taken a hold of,

I feel what's beyond the sky without ever looking back,

We each follow our own orbit, even if we don't meet again,

we're connected by the galaxy.. the light has shown us.

The fluttering stars are like sand and are gently stroking my heart.

My dream's afterimage quietly sleeps,

everything is still all in Monochrome.

What goes around , it comes around . Remember this ? KARMA WILL GET YOU BACK FOOL !

Dearest lovely backstabber, don't u just love me to post every single thing about u in my blogspot ? so u mad ? sorry to ignore then . so what can i say ? i just cant get enough to post about u , u , and u . My blogspot just love you how u love to stab others . fair and square isn't it ? Darl , the facts are the earth isn't ur wonderland . u cant have every single thing that u want . u don't deserve even a forgiveness . u can't control the world . and now , u cant control others no more . our brain aren't fool like it used to be . u can't fool us with ur fuckin' lies no more . like i said before , we wont fall under ur lies anymore . oh karma , karma , karma . they'll arrive soon towards u . u said it before to me because i was avoiding u . and i answered , i dint do anything to u . karma will just come and destroy my life then just walk away ONLY IF i had done something really wrong , like u . u cant avoid from the karma darl . u dont hve any exscuse and u just cant . god always be fair and square to what have he created . he knows which is a sin and which is not and sooner u'll pay it back by urself . u'll get what u deserve and u'll be sorry . and remember what u said  ? what goes around , it comes around . u said it by urself . but u forget to look urself in the mirror . u forget ur life . u said others bad words , but u just dint realize that u are talking about urself . u ruint evrybody's life and u nver realize u're destroying ur life too . people starting to hate u now . dint u realize the way people avoids u ? u hurt them one by one , same as u stab them one by one . someday somehow , someone will stab u back . u'll know whats hurt . u'll know evrything what we felt sooner . evryone just love u at the past . but u ruint it by urself with ur fuckin attitude . u're one of the rumors who always corrupting situations . backstabber is worst than a stealer . remember , if u think this is ur world , u're so wrong morron . hoping that no one will help u when the karma is striking u . even ur bestfriend that u always hope for , they raising their hands up and  pretending that there's nothing happen i pray . and i swear ,  evry words is a supplication . pray for ur own blessness from god . b'cs evilness is heading to u  .

-OH KARMA , KARMA , KARMA . I PRAY THEY'LL HUG U AND NEVER LET GO-
P/s : dear backstabber , post like this its been always for u . don't deny everything that i post . b'cs i always talk about the reality . im not a story maker , and IM NOT A DRAMA QUEEN LIKE YOU . so deal with it .